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Ekam

by Ryan Todd Garza

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1.
Let Me Down 03:38
Let me down for a minute This world and everything in it Can't be the way that he meant it If he meant it Seems we're walking in circles It's not fair that we feel so close No one knows where the time goes Where the time goes I'm standing all alone somewhere in between My dreams that have crumbled and this world I see I watch us drown it goes so slow Your eyes close as we let go I thought it would stop if I let go So I let go Still I'm all alone somewhere in between My dreams that have crumbled and this world I see Let me down for a minute We're lost and it’s us who did it
2.
Sleep Stay here with me Dream not of being lonely Keep Your hand within reach Suppose I should need and you weren't there Wake To a morning birds song That keeps pushing on and on towards Day Should you wander on Find your way back at least by dawn This daydream keeps fading when night's begun Please wake me when you've come back to me Come back to me my love We'll rest While others progress We'll count not the hours but days When we met I thanked God we met So now we can live in all our sin This daydream keeps fading when night's begun Please wake me when you've come back to me Come back to me my love Or leave me dreaming This daydream keeps fading when night's begun Please tell me will you be back for me? Come back to me my love
3.
I stare at these gallery walls as I'm trying to find myself So many pictures and so many paintings of somebody else I've looked into mirrors I've looked out those windows but none of them help Been looking so long can't be sure that my mind hasn't gone somewhere else I'll never get used to saying that we used to Avoid all the people who ask where she went to The kinds of things that weigh her down I tried my best to hide them all To keep her head above the clouds The tether only came undone Now I'm left with all the things Tattered books and busted seams Strewn across the space between These walls I never leave I listen to the wind as it blows against the faint tick of time on the wheel I listen to the birds but the words that they're saying are completely unreal I listen to the voices inside of my head as they tell me I'm ill But I can hear the flood that's coming and the loss I can already feel Does she hide in the same quiet places we went to? Go home with my friends just to spite what we've been through? The kinds of things that weigh her down I tried my best to hide them all To keep her head above the clouds The tether broke and now she's gone Now I'm left with all the things Tattered books and busted seams Strewn across the space between These walls she built for me Staring at these gallery walls I've decided I need someone else There's too many pictures to hold that I know I can find her myself I've looked into mirrors I've looked out those windows there's nobody there Been waiting so long now I know that this road doesn't go anywhere I'll never get used to saying that we used to Avoid thinking time's gonna fix what I need to But I broke and decided to call 'cause miss you
4.
The time has come to open up Because you were only ever present in your bone and blood It's my turn to run and just because We never took a minute of our time to fall in love Top down pieces of our lives found poignantly awry Fall down like the shooting stars were omen in disguise If I dropped by to tell you that you never listened Would that be alright? Foresight left my feelings stranded and heavy handed You got left behind I never said I mind If time is just then what the fuck Could we have ever hoped to do about the things to come As I've begun to spill my guts I'm not about to say I would have given bone or blood Guard down whole bodied with minds now beaten back and bruised Broke not furled hearts coming unbound we broke before we knew If I dropped by to tell you that you never listened Would that be alright? Foresight left my feelings stranded and heavy handed You got left behind I never said I mind If what you had in mind Was bone and blood and time The other girl I find I'll give her all of mine
5.
So the truth settles in As I chalk up all that you've been Nobody told me you'd be gone today I run through my head all the things that I'd say Can you rest now? 'Cause I can't sleep I'm drawing blanks on the answers I need I turn the pages but none of this writing I read Can help me to sleep So I'm left to discern The questions won't cease to burn I am certain your burden no one deserves The point that you made becomes the lesson I learn Can you rest now? 'Cause I can't sleep I'm drawing blanks on the answers I need I turn the pages but none of this writing I read Can help me to sleep Now I have to try to say goodbye I know this won't reach you But what have I left of you? Can you rest now? 'Cause I can't sleep I'm drawing blanks on the answers I need I turn the pages but none of this writing I read Can help me to sleep
6.
Pieces 05:01
He never said it was over He only left and he never came back home Keep looking over your shoulder Put up a wall and you show how tall it's grown Everything inside is all your own Put away the need for anyone Take another day to come undone Don't mind me I'll just be Picking up the pieces Scattered 'round your empty home If you come to thinking If you find a reason To replace what's come undone We can retrace our steps and I Can follow the places that you hide And on our way back to the start Gather the pieces of your heart He never said that he loved you He only meant that he wants to take you home And if you're feeling so empty It's just because of a love you've never known And all of this time you've been alone Step into the sadness you have won Take another day to come undone Don't mind me I'll just be Picking up the pieces Scattered 'round your empty home If you come to thinking If you find a reason To replace what's come undone We can retrace our steps and I Can follow the places that you hide And on our way back to the start Gather the pieces of your heart Sometimes you need ordinary tears on an ordinary night It's too much to keep inside Don't try to be tough as any stone and fix it on your own Don't mind me I'll just be Picking up the pieces Scattered 'round your empty home If you come to thinking If you find a reason To replace what's come undone We can retrace our steps and I Can follow the places that you hide And on our way back to the start Gather the pieces of your heart
7.
Quietly as the page runs out Shadows cast by your red candle's beam Scoff at me because I can't let go Hide between the lines I try I can't help but think you lie staring up at the sky In the arms of a guy who promises to keep you from every strife For the rest of your life knowing that I'd die just to be there Holding you again now in these arms of mine The shifting sea in my mind turns to sand Every grain is a word you spoke to me Sifting through the ones I believe And the words you mean I can't bear to think you lie in the midst of the night In the arms of a guy who promises to give you anything you'd like Can you keep on despite knowing that I'd die just to be there Holding you again now in these arms of mine?
8.
Headed Out 03:04
She'd take everything Scrounge my secrets to keep Locked in boxes and crates But she cuffs me with the linens Packs them all on board and sails away I beckoned that blue sky To be calm for her She may have been mad But maybe it's worse That she's sailing through the ocean Laughing to herself Getting drunk on port and potions Can't remember when she felt That the days would make her older Or the years would all run out There's no talking with the preacher Left her reason and she headed out I've reasoned with street lights To show me a sign I write down my secrets And I fill these empty bottles Give the ocean my words So she knows I'm in this city Keeping to myself Getting drunk on wine and whisky Been a while since I felt That the days have made me older And my time is almost out There's no talking with the keeper Take my reason I'm headed out

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released September 9, 2020

Written and produced by Ryan Todd Garza
Mixed by William Caleb Parker
Mastered by Dale Becker
Engineered by Ryan Todd Garza
Additional engineering by Grant Johnson and Tanner Jacobsen
Design by Ryan Todd Garza

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